Month: October 2012

  • Nine Days from Now

    A syllabic poem: nine and nine and nine and, on occasion, two. ♥ EAB

    Nine Days from Now

    He’s you with a cubist hand applied
    to your features, someone I’d only
    notice because of the split nature
    of this unintended moment. I’d
    expected to greet your laughter at
    the boundaries of my right side, but
    I met my distracted reflection
    in the intermittent blackness of
    the train window as it screamed through the
    pathways that would never lead me home.
    I’m transfixed by this resculpted you.
    He brings me comfort in this lonely
    moment. I curse the occasional
    obstructions of tired passengers
    and all the heavy mementos of
    their day.

                   It’s all wrong:
    the smell of the ripening lime trees,
    the sparkling, misshapen crown of the
    Pleiades—the intuition of
    lonely moments seizes under the
    unfortunate subjectivity
    of our calendars in a conflict.
    I stand

                at the precipice of decision
    with the sharp blade of my good judgment
    blunted by the collision of the
    unknown striking against the starker
    limitations of this circumstance.
    My suppositions are fixated
    upon a wishful overlap of
    time that cannot occur here, where I’m
    consoled by a copy’s copy with
    opaque facets that vanish when his
    eyes meet mine. See, I find his triple-
    dimensionality as unreal
    as the nine days that separated
    the fraying need of your decisions
    from mine.

  • I am Kickstarter Funded. Thank you!

    There’s a perfect word somewhere for what I’m feeling, but it keeps getting pushed out of my head. I’ll give a crack at describing it:

    I’m overwhelmed
    and overjoyed
    and astonished
    and astounded
    and floored
    and totally, completely overcome with gratitude.

    So many incredible people have been unbelievably generous over the last four weeks. Their actions have plunged me into speechlessness many, many times over since I first announced this project on September 21st. I asked for $3,500, and my backers pledged $4,269. Thank you, all of you.

    My gratitude isn’t limited to those who put up cash and passed around hats, although if I could, I’d conjure some sort of fairy to make all their wishes come true for at least a day. I’m massively grateful to the many who shared the link on Facebook, Twitter and email to spread the word. I’ll also never forget all the efforts of the various cheerleaders who offered love and support without limitation.

    Ministers of Grace is going to be in print. I toiled on the entire trilogy for forty to eighty hours a week, seven days a week, over a seventeen-month period with only a scattering of breaks and holidays. I never thought I’d have the opportunity or summon the discipline to put it to the page, and now, with the assistance of all these fantastic benefactors, it’s going to be a reality.

    Please stay tuned. The plan is to have the book out in early 2013 and all the donor rewards sent out by the end of March. You can get a taste of the cover read: rough mock-up if you scroll down. You can also check out and like the new page I’ve created for it on Facebook to get updates in your Live Feed.

    I literally couldn’t have done this without you. Thank you. And thank you again. And thank you over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over

    ♥♥♥♥♥ EAB ♥♥♥♥♥

    UPDATE: There have been some queries regarding the cover. It’s based on Le mort du fossoyeur/La mort et le fossoyeur (The Death of the Gravedigger/Death and the Gravedigger) by Carlos Schwabe. I’ve discovered two different names for the painting depending upon the source. I designed it with the help of Photoshop.

  • Part II: May (82nd & 5th)

    When I drafted and posted “May (82nd & 5th)” a few months ago, I’d wanted to illustrate part of what I had hoped to accomplish with the staggered syllabic count: the lines were meant to look ragged, so that when the poem was turned on its side, it’d resemble a skyline.

    I finally got around to creating something that looks like it. Here’s “May (82nd & 5th)” in another incarnation. Click on the image to embiggen. ♥ EAB

     

     

  • Pas de deux

    It’s National Poetry Day in the UK, the country that adopted me for three years. That means it’s time to post something.

    I haven’t won anything since I won a digital game watch from a Chips Ahoy! box back in the first grade, so I wrote this dodecasyllabic 22-line terza rima ditty back in July for a contest in the hopes of turning that streak around.

    Ah well. Their loss is my site’s burgeoning trove of verse’s gain. ☺ EAB

    Pas de deux

    Toe to toe, we stand with our feet in parallel
    preparation for the band to play. Everything
    is unfamiliar here, and a tremulous swell

    of anticipation runs up the spine, lightning
    pulse of nerves that offsets the taste of my own teeth
    against my tongue. En garde: the music’s insisting

    rhythms press into the joints of my hips and wreathe
    around my knees. I follow you, bending, and dip
    beneath the surface of your will, and where you breathe,

    I mark it seven in the count. You smile and slip
    below the lead, and I guide us through the next phrase,
    until the key shifts and we switch again, the lip

    of the chorus easing, turning one dancer’s phase
    into the next, to crepuscular and full and
    waning. You spin me, and your hands stop to appraise

    the space between my shoulder blades, where there’s a strand
    of secret text that you alone can decode. Our
    feet converge on that limelit spot where we began,

    where sound has tactile sensibility, where hours,
    minutes, and seconds are infused with colors, where
    words acquire the fragrance of summer flowers,
    and a new song presents us a similar dare.

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